This is my appreciation post for a boy going to be a man

I don't know since when, but I admit I am a hopeless romantic. And trust me, I have never loved anyone this way at all.

Before, when I say that I love someone, it is a love of hope and when the hope is not fulfilled,it brings pain. It's never about searching for someone who completes me, but only in finding someone who loves me. It's never about relief, laughter and understanding, it's about.... misery.

But now that I let myself to know you and love you and let myself be loved back, I feel a sense of serenity and happiness that I have never felt before. I have never loved a guy, who in the time that I give my way of loving and effort to him, he replied it in a way that I am comfortable with. A guy who knows just how I should be treated. A guy who understand half part of me more than I do. A guy who I told about all my secrets and who I can just be my true self with and still think that it's cute. I don't now. He is the part of me that I never had, and in every possible ways, he completes me because in a way I never imagined before.

This is an appreciation post for you. For the times when I am fussy because I was stressed with my commitments. For the time when I was sulking out of small things and you were patient and calmed me down with your gentle word and gesture. For the time when I felt ugly, and you made me feel beautiful. For the time when I thought that I don't deserve you, but you made me feel precious. For the time when I was weak, and sick, and you stayed there with me, encouraging me and forced me to smile and eat. For the time when I was unsure of what to do and you brought me out of it. For the time when I was being silly but you still stayed with me and be the rationale side and guide my way. For all the time you have given me and never failed to make them special. Thank you for just being there for me. For just loving me. For making me feel like a woman when I always think that I am less a woman than anyone else.

You know why we choose each other. I don't know how do you see me, but you complete me in so many ways, and you love me in a way that I thought I never deserved.You are my muse, my boost, my love, my smile, my relief. I never said this out loud, but do know, and I really want to tell you that, I love you. Thank you for coming into my life, and thank you for accepting me into your life. I know it is weird, but we found our way to each other. And for that, I thank Allah for letting that happen.

We have a lot to improve, a lot to prepare, a lot to learn. But we still have time to grow old together, to carve our steps on the surface of the Earth, leaving behind unforgettable lessons and history and be mature together. Thank you for loving me, and sorry for all the troubles you had to go through because of me. I believe we can work together in life, and spend our life together for a very long time, until death do us apart. Hold my hand and don't let it go. For I will always stay by your side and be your strength, as long as I can.