My heart is set

I'm really trying to sort myself out now. I want to start the new season of my year with a more defined personality. I'm trying to figure out just what kind of a person would I be. I don't know if the me now is good enough. And I don't know if being the thing I call as "better" would make me a different person. I don't even know if I'd be able to be normal when I know myself I hate life dramas. I just love to have people who would accept me for who I am. But I don't know if in this entire world such a person exists.

I, am setting on a new journey. A journey of becoming a person who I would be defined as forever. I'd be that person even until I have kids which will set me as example. Is it wrong if keep on repeating that I'd want a very successful life and future? I'd want people to look at me as normal. Someone who the community wouldn't mind sharing their thoughts, sadness and joy with. A person who'd not feel that awkward about opening up to the crowd. A person who'd accept on any challenge with a prepared mind and body. A person who has a vision set in front of her. Not afraid of trying, and would always prepare herself for anything coming in her way. I'd use my 5 years of freedom to define myself before I'd need to let this freedom of being a youngster. This is the time I'd do what I've always wanted to do and I promise later on, if I've got what I want, I would totally be devoted in being a great wife and mother, because in the end, that's what matters in a woman's life the most. That'd be the biggest success of all. And it would come with my tremendous effort and hard work. I'd try my best to live a good life. Because one day, like it or not, this temporary life would be ended and I don't want my legacy not to be noticed by those who'd come after me.

With my effort, I'd make my life a great one and I'm quite sure happiness will follow after that.