New skin, new leave

I used to have 200+ posts on my blog. Now, I've deleted most of them and only keep those that are important in my life. Posts about happy memories, and reminder of the good times in my past. Things I'd still want in present, and stuffs. Now, this blog will be a total honest side of me. I'll try not to talk of cheesy stuffs that much, and focus on things that will develop me in my journey of life.

I don't know how exactly will I change, but I'm quite sure that your perspective on me would change somehow. That's why, never challenge my pride in anyways, it'll just backfire. But also at the good side, thank you for doing so, how much motivation it has given me to start anew and be better.

Just know that when I'm focusing in my life, I'll be totally heartless. Letting go is not giving up. It's just a restart with a very different beginning. If I'm someone better than who I am now, I'm quite sure my new ending would be different. I won't be in pain anymore. I'll just work my ass off and show that I'm totally worth it to the world. I'm not one you should be looking down at. My confidence is up now. I also would stop doing anything that makes me look less worthy. Just look at me, I'll be a totally expensive girl, more expensive than rubies. I'll just be too worth it, you'd be astounded.

I'll be different. I will.