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Late nights and feelings are two most compatible things to be paired up together. Late at night like this, like the other nights before, I'm still awake, wondering and pondering upon my own written stories, most which were carved by my own self, my own deeds.

Sometimes at this kind of moment, instead of worrying about tomorrow, and instead of worrying about what should be done, I keep on being pulled back, sucked into the empty space of the past, the space that always shows itself in most of my dreams.

Past, it's something deep to be remembered. Most of people want to leave their past behind, just like I do. However the pasts, the memories, the feelings, they kept on coming back. Again and again even after so many attempts of getting rid of it. Beautiful past? One would try hard to get it tattooed in their deepest locked memories. Value of beautiful past is very high, hard to be explained, can only be felt by the heart that has the experience of being hurt, and cheered upon.

Past, based on the way you look at it, it can cause your downfall and it can cause your rise. Do the best to overcome the past, to live the future, to leave the sorrow. One can always change the future, or the present, but never the past. One can always choose their new line of story, because it is still in the future, undiscovered in its mysterious confinement, but they can never choose the past, because the past is the choice they've already made. No possibilities. Just accepting.

How I wish I can leave my past and live on my future. Be happy, there are yet stories to be written by your choice. All that matters is, just make the right choice. Your smile is yours, create the possibility and chance that serve your lips to smile. :)