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Teringat umi abah cakap, kakak pilihlah, masa depan kakak. Umi dengan abah tak paksa, ikutlah apa yang kakak rasa terbaik untuk kakak. And I cried. I cried very hard feeling like I have crushed their hope and expectation.  And in the end of the day, abah just approached me and said, it's okay kakak, 2.6 isn't that bad, it's just that you have to try harder. Wallahi at that time, I just couldn't help but to wish Allah give my parents good health and a lot of love as they are the best parents anyone could ask for.

And yesterday, I felt like I went under that same feeling of secure and comfortable and soothing, as much as my parents gave me when I did mistakes. We went to simple places and got lost many times, yet, all that we did was laugh. It's great to have someone who is patient and understand you in the same time. I felt a little guilty but wallahi, I appreciate all the warm gestures too. Thank you. Sorry for being annoying and grumpy and gedik and everything and yet you still stayed there with me, not saying a thing.