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Honestly speaking, the urge of being active really tire the shit out of me. Oh gosh like f**cking seriously what the hell is wrong with my stamina. I'm just 20 years ol T.T (literally I'm not yet but I will)

Starting this semester with people smiling at me, greeting me and remembering me does give me a sense of power to drive and push myself forward to blend in into the society. Honestly, I've became more and more introverted that all my speech skills that I used to have when I was a little girl has gone really bad making me feeling really shy to speak and say my mind. Some might not believe me because they know the honest part of me. But I bet they don't know that I'm too shy to start with. Low self confidence might be a distributor which I'm trying to get rid of. That guy, Az'an was being really nice as he offered to listen to my low confidence level problem even when I almost forgotten already that I wanted to tell him about it. And talking to such a nice person does make me feel better. Hah, this world still have hopes. :)

Well, as my promise is to do well this semester, look forward to it. I'll really try hard to move faster in my path and succeed in things I started. I'll succeed. I will. This is the time, for my great future. For all aspects. Career, life and love.