Wondering

 Hello. Iam Nur Atiqah Bt Sabarudin. A 1 year-program laws foundation student in CFS IIUM (supposedly). However, deep in my heart, I really want to extend my time to 1 half or two years in CFS. Many people look at me with their sharp eyes and weird face when I said that. What's the problem? I want to be in CFS T.T

Look here, I know study is important and I also know that experiences can be gained anywhere. But what if, I say, that I purposely choose to stay because I believe the experiences in CFS will not be the same like it is elsewhere? What if, I say that I chose CFS because I want it to be a platform for me to change and be a better person before extending my wings elsewhere? What if?

All these what ifs are the reasons why I want to stay. No, it's not just about being great at studying. It's about being a better person. I really, really hope I could stay, involving myself with usrah, Cultural and Arts club, Silat Cekak Ustaz Hanafi, and then gaining new inner development within myself and stuffs. I knowwww people say that I can gain all that in main campus...but I don't want main campus....I want them now and leisurely golek2 at main campus. No commitments whatsoever. Aumm....

Haih...if only you can see these things the way I see it..